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Hello, my name is Sarah.  I am an Ascended Master Student. Never have I found teachings that speak to me the way these teachings do (Kim Michael's Dictation from the Ascended Masters). If you have reached my blog while exploring Kim's website, you know what I mean.  If you are new to these teachings I have some advice for you... Just try it out, but give it a real try. Most spiritual teachings will promise you a quick fix or try to convince you to stay positive even though your life might suck at the moment.  These teachings say, yes...life on Earth can be VERY difficult because it is at the mercy of the state of consciousness of the humans who inhabit it.  Change the consciousness of the humans and you will change the experience on Earth.  So what is consciousness and how do we change it? Well, the easiest way for me to understand what consciousness is, is your individual psychology. Now once you become more fluent in the language of the Ascended Masters, you realize that there is much more to it, but the simply version is that, what makes up your individuality, your psychology, is what you believe: about yourself,  others, the world, the universe, God or the Creator or Source, and everything in between.

So you change your consciousness by changing you beliefs. You can also say that consciousness is self-awareness, but what determines what you are aware of? Your beliefs. If you believe that your are simply a material being and have no spiritual nature, you are going to focus on, or be aware of a certain reality.  A soccer player who is fully submerged into the world of sports and athleticism, might believe life is about competition and always challenging your physical self; they will experience or be aware of different things than a painter who lives in Rome and believes that a colorful yet peaceful life is the path to God or oneness.  

So how do you change a belief?  Well, I think that the universe is set up in a way that we are naturally being given opportunities to change our beliefs.  Each choice we make either strengthens or weakens a belief.  So becoming conscious of our choices is the first step.  You will quickly realize that you have been making decisions unconsciously that result in your suffering, you soon realize that your peace is and always has been in your hands. However on the way you will feel helpless because you are not aware of another choice. This is where the Masters come in, they offer us new choices, different perspectives, and tools to heal the psychology and form different beliefs.  Invocations, which are awkward at first, are prayer-like dictations that you read aloud. Reading dictations to gain new perspective will get you half way, using invocations and other creative techniques you receive from within will get you the rest of the way.  I am starting to understand why they work, but I will tell you straight up... I've never done an invocation and it not help. The more conscious you become, the more powerful your invocations, the faster you heal. It's truly amazing, but it takes time. But honestly what else are you going to do? Keep suppressing the negative beliefs, thought, feelings, and actions? Or take the time to gradually clear out everything that does not serve you... There is literally no thing on Earth that can even come close to the peace you feel when you genuinely let go of a negative belief. You gotta trust me on that. Till next time, keep it real and heal!

Sarah